feel like i've gone over my head
Yes, you probably have. Just like I did when I got my PDP11/45. Like Jos
did when he was working on core memory planes. In fact like most of us do
from time to time :-)
Rememebr it's a _hobby_. Nobody is forcing you to do this. If you don't
enjoy it, do something else :-). If you don't want to do a particular
thing now, leave it for a bit. If you have to learn how to do something,
it's good to learn things.
But I will tell you this. The feeling when you do repair something, when
you do figure out how something works and how to use it, and so on, is a
great feeling. It more than maks up for all the hours of learning how to
use test gear, clecning cabinets and keycaps (one of my least favourite
jobs), reading scehamtics until the small hours, etc.
-tony